How do you leave everything behind when you have nothing to land on?

You gotta put your trust in believe in the one thing you know better than anything else. Yourself.

Context would be useful here. Are you talking skateboard tricks?

You don’t… you just carry less over time

I'm still looking for that answer.

Here’s the micro-confession: I hate my family. Like genuinely, deeply, “I need to leave before I lose my mind” hate. But I can’t leave because: I’m not financially stable The streets in my city are rough And in my cultural, a girl going out to live on her own is basically a crime So if I leave, I have to cut them all off completely. Which means no help. No safety net. Nothing. And because I’m a med student with tuition around 10k, leaving also means I probably can’t finish university. I can’t afford it on my own. So my brilliant brain thought: sugar daddy. But I deleted the apps because they’re all either scammers or broke. And I’m already broke, bro. I don’t need another broke man making my life harder. Also I’m Arab but not the “stereotypical” type so it’s already harder to find someone legit here or outside. Sugar daddies aren’t really a cultural thing in my country anyway so it’s not like they’re just around. Then I found this website. It is suspicious. Like the type of website where you know the men are just there for horny reasons and 90% of it is fake. But I talked to a few guys and they gave me promises. Who knows if they’re real. I’m thinking maybe I could stay with one of them for a month or two until I find a job. I already applied to a volunteer position that would give me some income, but not enough to survive. I’m so desperate I’m actually considering it. I know it’s probably a scam or he’s going to expect something bad. But I don’t want to stay here anymore. My family makes me feel like I’m going insane and I don’t want to spend the rest of my life being the crazy one. I just want to leave, maybe even travel outside the country, and start over. But I don’t know how. I’m scared of these random men. But I feel like this is my only option. If I stay, I can’t work they don't allow me to n i can't save because they don’t give methat amountofmoney. I can’t get a real job. I’m stuck. I just wanted to put this out there and hear opinions. Or if anyone has any other idea I haven’t thought of, please tell me. Oh and I guess my qualities: I have good English (so maybe a remote job?), and I’m in med school if that matters. Thanks for reading.byee

You don’t? You need to plan for things. People who jump into drastic life changes without planning tend to wind up in bad places. Las Vegas is one of them. 

Landing hurts