I might finally get a proper job despite my social anxiety and I’m so happy!

I want to share a small win of mine that may not seem like a big deal for others! I have been suffering from mental health problems for a long time. I’ve done online jobs and freelance as I’m scared of leaving the house alone, but have a very little experience in offline work. I couldn’t live like this anymore, so despite my fear I’ve been trying to be more social recently. I finally gathered enough courage to go to an interview for an offline job!! The salary is not very high but it’s fine for a beginner, also I will continue doing the freelance stuff. Is it embarrassing that I’m in my mid 20s and still a beginner? Yes absolutely. But is it over for me? I hope not! I am still scared of leaving the house, I still get the panic attacks, but I won’t let the fear consume me this time. So I’m going to do my best, I am very scared but also surprisingly excited, if you told me a year ago that I would be willing to leave the house and meet new people, I wouldn’t believe you, but here we are! Even if they reject me, I hope this will be an exposure therapy and the next one won’t be scary anymore. So yeah just wanted to share my excitement with the world. I hope such a post is allowed here.