What's something you don't want but you have?

Debt

Emotional Damage

A period. Periods are f****** bullshit.

eyeglasses. I can't believe I have to pay to see things clearly

Anxiety & ADHD

overthinking. didn’t order it, still got lifetime access 😭

Chronic back pain. I'm finally old enough and financially able to retire. Yet my pain reduces my ability to enjoy it - sometimes to the point of having to stay in bed all day due to the pain. You can have it. I don't want it, I'm not a masochist.

That weird drawer full of random cables no idea what half of them are for, but apparently, I’m supposed to keep them forever

diabetes

A Uterus

An actual username. I have been searching for "how to change my username"

The mental illness ™️

Bills!

Trump as president

Large b****. Even being skinny they're large and it's honestly causing back pain. Most women wouldn't complain but I seriously wish I was smaller chested.

Autoimmune diseases

being poor

Chronic neck pain

Epilepsy.

Health problems. 2 autoimmune diseases and multiple chronic conditions.

Chronic illnesses that will eventually end my life. Also CPTSD.

A mouse behind the fridge.

Hair growing slightly further up the shaft of my p**** than I’d like.

Depression

A headache

Psoriatic arthritis

HSV1

Hot flashes and t*** that are longer than they used to be

old age

Epilepsy & rheumatoid arthritis are my main ones, I have some other things going on as well. I'm also autistic, which isn't too fun at times. BUT, I *AM* autistic, and if you take that away, I wouldn't be *me*. So, then *I* wouldn't exist.

Herpes :) but it's really not that bad

I have extra concert tickets that I’ve been struggling to sell Oh and type 1 diabetes :(

Horrible social anxiety. I love people so much and I freeze when I’m around them. Hate it.

Me 😅

Painful ovulation 😭

A flabby ass? That's all I can come up with in the moment.

Fancy ceramic duck statues

Overwhelming ability to procrastinate

Constant disappointment

a life

20 1951 Saturday evening post magazines

A smart TV. Miss my CRT big box Sony TV. So badly just want the big box TV instead :( 

A mortgage.

Migraine.

Celiac disease

Celiac disease.

Small pee pee

Hemorrhoids

Brain cancer

High blood pressure. It really cuts down on the fun you can have.

Feelings/empathy. They get in the way of everything.

Autism, major depressive syndrome, general anxiety...

Colorblindness.

Menopause and the fat that came with it. Always been able to maintain my weight with effort, exercise, watching what I eat. Menopause laughs in the face of all that.

Multiple rare diseases and disorders. Diagnosed. All invisible. People don’t cut you a break until they can see a physical manifestation of your illness.

Short Height

mild depression

Bills piling up

Dystonia

Debt

Multiple Sclerosis.

Adhd

Rheumatism.

A blown engine in my truck

Acne.

Bipolar disorder

Loneliness

A stutter. It shapes your entire life. Yes, it is much better for me now than it was as a kid (was horrible back then), and I have learned how to control it, but it is mentally exhausting. Nowadays I have the kind where people won't really notice it that much, it's not over the top. It's sort of like how some people stutter a little bit when they get really excited in a conversation. For me I've sort of gone from the tttttttt to just going quiet, taking a deep breath and getting it out. Some people are weirded out by it. It's especially annoying how my name starts with a T, and that's one of the letters I struggle with. So when I have to shake someone's hand and introduce myself, it's a pain. You know instinctively when the stutter is coming. You structured your sentence in a specific way in your brain, but then when you get to a word, you quickly think "Oh shit, can't use that one, FIND SYNONYMS!!!", and you struggle to find a synonym to use instead that you wouldn't stutter over. It can make you less sociable, avoid conversations, and absolutely dread presentations. Even if you really are (and I am) someone who loves talking to people. The absolute best situations are when I feel comfortable. A quiet room, just me and maybe a few other people at most. Then I can relax and work my way through stuff. The absolute worst is loud environments like parties or a busy restaurant. But it can be different for different people. Alcohol does help in social situations, but that is also problematic. Now don't get me wrong, this makes it seem like it is only a sort of social anxiety thing. I don't think it is. It gets worse in socially awkward situations, but it is still there among friends in chill situations. So social situations with unknown people just amplifies it (for me). I don't stutter as much when I am by myself. I can have long conversations with myself and I won't stutter at all. I don't stutter if I sing. The mind is strange. Though I have learned to live with it, and life is much better now than it was back then (middle school and high school was the absolute worst period of my life on account of this). One of the things that did help me was my 9 months as a conscript in the Army. It gave me confidence, and it gave me a leadership example. One of my officers also had a stutter. A noticeably "worse" one than mine. But he was respected, and even behind his back people liked him and his leadership/communication style. It made me more accepting of my own stutter, to see others not really care about his one. And it made me chill the f*** out, and accept that sometimes that just happens, and that I can just move on with it and I can (and should) still get my points across - and not avoid doing that because I feel like it would be embarrising. I thought it would ruin me. But it turns out that now I am finishing 5 years of university and was just offered quite a prestigious starting job at a really good company. I did stutter during the interview and assessment days, but they still wanted me. Over 2000 graduates applied, and they saw through my stutter and wanted me. Another example that it doesn't have to bring me down or define me. I think these types of things are what really makes you "feel better" about things like a stutter. Acceptance, feeling like your life does not actually have to be different from others or be limited because of your "disability". That is the most important part that society can play for people who have a stutter and other things like dyslexia and so on. Showing these kids that their lives do not have to be defined or limited by it. I didn't get that as a kid. But I did get it in the army and later in my professional career.

Epilepsy and trouble sleeping

Autism.

Anxiety and trauma

Asthma

a sleep schedule like I WANT it... but apparently my brain has other plans every single night

Trump

Hsv2

Chronic diseases

I have a blown optic nerve in my right eye, which means I can’t see out of it. I don’t want it.

1 verruca that doesn't wanna die. I'm giving it another go with a new treatment now. Picked it up in the local pool almost 15 years ago.

Migraines

To pay to live on this earth

Depression

A pacemaker

diabetes and high ketones, i havent tested today, but i still think they're high.

Chronic hives 🥲

Arthritis

an evil chronic illness

Diabetes

Anxiety

Trauma :)

Hundreds of music CDs, mostly disco music, which belonged to a friend of mine who died of cancer. He gave them to me to rip into mp3 files, and then he got very sick not long after and passed away. I don't know what to do with them and would feel bad just tossing them out.

Back pain. Bills. More than one skillet. A bag full of bags. Tags on the inside of my shirts.

Depression. Veers all over the place.

Chronic illness

A big belly

Migraines. I have migraines.

PCOS, Depression, Pain, Insomnia, a beating heart (jk…)

Diabetes

Bipolar

Tinnitus. Have had it since 2009, but two weeks ago it took a huge flare-up and I can hear all the three new cacophonies through busy traffic. After joining the support forums I felt deep sympathy towards people whose career, marriage and mental stability ended because of it. Being on a suicide watch is not too rare either. Protect your ears folks, use earplugs on concerts, be very mindful what medicines you take (NSAIDs, SSRIs etc. can cause it), and do not smoke. It's a torment that can ruin your life.

Incurable Disease

Deeabeetus. Got dem shugas.

Very high body fat percentage

Type 1 Diabetes